Happiness is a warm gun

I am a teenager. A crazy one. An odd one. I love to be loved, just as everyone else and I hope one day I will find somebody to love. My life is based on both, disaster and success. I had a difficult childhood but I rise up just as a phoenix who obtains a new life by arising from the ashes.  I am by no means sorry for all the decisions I have made and I will make. I do not regret my mistakes because they have made me stronger. I will confess I am not a cheerful person, I am usually in a bad mood but I am always seeking joy. I am always wondering what I could change in order to create a better version of myself even though I am very proud of who I am. As a human I have my defects and I accept them. I decided to create this blog so I could express my feelings and I could post the things I like so everyone can enjoy them.